Wholeness Expressing Itself....Now

This morning, as I sipped my tea and gazed out the window at the bare trees of mid-February, the question arose: What do I really want? What is every moment in this body, in this lifetime, truly for? The answer that bubbled up was: To meet the whole apparent world exactly as it is—myself included. To have no agenda, no need to push or pull at what is showing up, to make anything be different than what is here now... and now... and now.

Recognizing that every breath, every sensation, every thought, every emotion, every shape, every color, every sound, every vibration is Love expressing itself, is God expressing itself, is perfection expressing itself, is wholeness expressing itself—now.

Even if agenda happens to show up as pushing, pulling, resisting, or judging, it is welcome too.

My deepest desire is to live, to burn, to die open as this radical vibration of loving generous “yes” in every moment.

I can feel warmth flowing through this body as I type these words. As awareness drops in to find where this warmth begins and ends, there is nowhere. There is just this—joyful, loving warmth. Now.